JUPITER, Fla. -- Jack Nicklaus had planned to squeeze in a
few trips to Augusta National this month, making sure his
65-year-old body was fit and his game was good enough to compete in
the Masters.
Now, the Masters is the last thing on his mind.
"I think with what's happened to us in our family, my time is
going to be spent in much different ways," Nicklaus said Monday,
his first public comments since his 17-month-old grandson drowned
in a hot tub. "That's the most important thing right now. And I
think it will be the most important thing for a long time."
Nicklaus said his chances of playing the Masters are "between
slim and none," although he plans to be at Augusta National for
the Champions Dinner, maybe even the Par 3 Tournament.
He still would like to play the British Open at St. Andrews in
July since this is his last year of eligibility and because his
son, Steve, wants to caddie for him.
It was Steve Nicklaus' son, Jake, who drowned Tuesday night.
Nicklaus sat before a small gathering Monday morning at The
Loxahatchee Club, not as the steely-eyed winner of 18 major
championships, but as a teary-eyed grandfather who had lost one of
his 17 grandchildren.
He declined to cancel the appearance, saying it was the right
thing to do.
"Life has got to move on. Life is for the living," Nicklaus
said. "It hurts, but you go on. You make commitments, and you've
got to do them."
But he remains so shaken that he left a statement on each chair
that expressed his grief and appreciation about the love and
support, hopeful it would limit the questions during a one-hour
interview.
His voice cracked only once, when he mentioned that Steve's
wife, Krista, is 3½ months pregnant and probably will have the baby
shortly after the British Open.
"Obviously, that little baby she has inside her is very
important," Nicklaus said.
Nicklaus is perhaps the greatest champion golf has known,
winning a record 18 majors over 25 seasons. But he has always taken
more pride in his family.
There are the famous stories of how he fainted when his wife,
Barbara, gave birth to each of their five children. There was that
memorable photo of him scooping up 4-year-old Gary after a round at
the 1973 PGA Championship. Gary Nicklaus later played two years on
the PGA Tour.
And when Nicklaus had his left hip replaced in 1999 -- causing
him to miss the Masters for the first time -- he said it was to
improve his quality of life so he could remain active with his
grandchildren, not to help him play another major.
"As you can imagine, the last few days have been an
overwhelmingly difficult and trying time for my entire family,"
Nicklaus said in his statement. "The loss of our precious,
17-month-old grandson Jake was devastating, and it is a loss that
is impossible to put into words."
Nicklaus had an easier time talking about his future in golf.
"I have absolutely zero plans as it relates to the game of
golf," he said.
He plans to play Tuesday in a charity event hosted by Gary
Player, because Nicklaus is upholding his commitments. He also has
an outing Monday at Lost Tree near his home in North Palm Beach.
And he won't entirely rule out playing in the Masters, although
he called his chances less than 20 percent.
"If I feel like I can get Steve out and spend some time with
him on the golf course, get myself in shape ... I'm not going to
close the door on it until it's time to get there," Nicklaus said.
"But I can't imagine my mind is going to be on preparing to play
golf.
"I'll go to Augusta this year," he said. "I'll probably go
out and play a round on Tuesday, and I may play the Par 3 on
Wednesday. And if I can play, if I think I should play the golf
tournament, I'll probably play the golf tournament. If I don't
think I should, I'll play Tuesday and Wednesday, and that will be
it."
If he doesn't play, it would be only the third time since he
first played in 1959. After the hip replacement surgery in 1999, he
missed 2002 because of lingering back problems.
Nicklaus has not played the British Open since 2000 at St.
Andrews. Past champions are eligible through age 65, and the Royal
& Ancient Golf Club moved up St. Andrews in the rotation to give
the Golden Bear one last chance to play on his favorite links.
Having his son on the bag will help.
"I would think I'll play the British Open no matter what," he
said. "Steve is caddying for me, so I'll share that with him
either way."
But that's still four months away, and Nicklaus is trying to get
through each day right now. There was a visitation Friday, the
funeral service Saturday. There are commitments he doesn't want to
break because, as Nicklaus said, life goes on. But his focus is far
from the fairways.
"I'm going to spend my time with Steve and Krista," he said.
"I think that's probably more important than golf."